كلمات بلا داعى

losing experience is the most painful experience you can ever meet

starting from loosing your teeth until loosing your dreams, your  imaginations, your relatives, your lovers, and your existing in life.

unless the good things you did.

it will stay as long as its effect didn’t end.

do you understand.

I didn’t understand.

let me say it again.

LOSE YOUR HOPELESS ATTEMPTS IN UNDERSTANDING LIFE BUT KEEP IT ALIVE.

I am so honored to introduce http://www.codeplex.com/QuantitySystem framework

it is based on SI units and will be expanded to contain all units in the earth (I wish)

so the scientific calculation will not be headache any more 🙂

كيف حالكم قرائى المجهولين

اليوم عيد الأضحى المبارك

أتينا بالخروف و أدينا السنة المؤكدة

لشد ما يثير إعجابى فى ذلك اليوم اتفاق الناس على أمر من الأمور

فلربما قابلت الأفاق و المتعصب أو المتسيب و المتشكك

و لكن أمام االحم يتفق الناس على الطعام و على الشبع (ربما راجعت نفسى فى الجملة السابقة)

مررت بالأمس بتجربة مفجعة

ولولا أنى لا أثق فى الإنترنت لكنت قد حكيتها لكم

ولكنى سأحكى لكم ما استنبطت منها

1)  لا يحصد المرء زرعا سيئا من دون تصرف سئ بعد تفكير سئ.

2) لو كنا نملك جزئا من الحقيقة لكنا أصبحنا أحسن حالا.

3) عرفت مدى الجهد الذى بذله الأنبياء مع أقوامهم (وياله من جهد)

4) عرفت أنى لا زلت غرا ساذجا أقع فى الأخطاء كالأبله.

5) عرفت أن الدين جاء لحرية الإنسان و لكن الإنسان يأبى إلا أن يعيش فى سجن.

لا أخفيكم سرا

لا زلت أتعلم كيف أصبح حرا و كيف أخرج من عبادة العباد إلى عبادة رب العباد

بالمناسبة أنا أبعد الناس عن الوعظ و لكنى سأقولها لكم

قولوا لا إله إلا الله تفلحوا

توقيع:

       الضعيف الذى لا يفتأ يستعرض قوته.

I had fun today.

We went with Mr. Mohammed El Morsy to ‘Faied’ in a lovely village, we played, eat, and make a lot of joy of this day.

I think I have to buy a digital camera to shot this moments but what can I do :). I am this type of person who tries always to release his mind from memories. Memories are hard to maintain especially the good moments, and till now I don’t know what is the importance of keeping memories. memories will remind you of your uncompleted dreams and it is some how leave a pain in your chest.

But who knows I still want a digital camera that’s my right (If I have the money)

today which is 2 AM now I am going to meet a Father of a ‘girl’. Simply the marrige legend in all times. I hope I can find the motive to fight again.

chao for now.

the two past days were so busy days

I almost got fainted

begining with visiting my freind Ahmed Gamal in military then going with Essam to pick up a powerfull PC for him with the less money we can, then goind to Dr. Sa7ar to fix and add some functionality to her music program.

the day after was friday

I spent with my mom and sister most of the time

I got 2 new suits for general purpose events grey, and black colors

Dr. Sa7ar gave me 500LE as another payment for my work in her program

I won’t tell you how am I feeling happy about those money

I earned much before but this amount of money is full of joy and happiness

I can’t describe the feeling from receiving a money from something you like to hear as music a music and made by programming which I love and to be able to make something from nothing.

I like researches

its about creating something you enjoy and others can use it

you can create a program to a big company oil company like I did before but you will lose your dignity trying to persuade people there how their assets is safe in your program.

but when you research, especially when you research in art, you  feel your self, your honor, and your sensation.

its a matter of how can you live in life.

a lot of people are living but not all of them are enjoying.

and I want to have my experience in this life untill the end.

God created me to reach him

do you think you can reach him my reader without sacrificing a little

if you don’t want to sacrifice a little then you will be forced to sacrifice and to see and learn

so please try to open your eyes a little, God is always there but we (in our endless wisedom) lost him.

and have a nice day my reader whom I know for sure that he is me after some time.

لطالما راودنى ذلك السؤال الممض

لم الناس يتعبون

و يكدحون

ولا يبكون

و لماذا لايرون حقيقة الدنيا

ثم أتسائل و هل نجحت انا فى رؤيتها

اليوم فى الحافلة

سألنى أحد الجالسين

رجل كبير عندما مررنا بمسجد السيدة عائشة

أخذ يتمتم بصوت خافت

كنت واقفا

و كان جالسا

فرفع عينيه إلى سائلا

اليوم

أهو خمسة عشر

أمم ستة عشر

ترددت قليلا

فتبسم و قال ألا تعرف

قلت له انتظر

أخذت هاتفى من جيبى و نظرت نحوه

قلت له ستة عشر

قال لى لقد فات الوقت بسرعة

قلت له و قد تذكرت أن الحج آت أن نعم

يمر الوقت بسرعة

وبعد قليل أجفل قلبى

و شعرت كأنه يتحدث مع نفسه

فات الوقت و كنت أتمنى أن أزور الكعبة و بيت الرسول

و لا أجد سبيلا إليهما

هربت إلى آخر الحافلة

و عندما نزلت فى محطتى

أدركت كم أن العمر قصير

و أكتب الآن و أتسائل

بعد كم من لحظات

سأقول إن الوقت يمر سريعا

to be honest it was my first time using Exchange

my task required that I intercept any new email that received by certain account

so I installed the active directory (my second time first time was in windows 2000 server and I install it by mistake)

then I go with Exchange 2007

good news : don’t use webDav as it will be depreciated

bad news: no bad news the 2007 SDK isn’t complete yet but not bad also and the community is still digging for the information about EWS or Exchange Web Services and my page file usage under win2003 R2 + SharePoint + Exchange = 2400 MB 🙁

however 🙂

I had a long day digging

I over come the SSL

and to remind my self and any reader to this

specify the URL correctly

esb.Url = @”http://ExchangeServer/EWS/exchange.asmx“;
my simple problem that took me day and half was that instead of refer to Exchange.asmx I refered to Services.wsdl

pretty stupidity from me

lol after testing on virtual machine and remotely to my home machine and spending more than 12 hours to get past HTTP 405 error

I discovered this

any way

bye bye for now 🙂

I am in the office now and it is 10:00 pm

I am trying to get used to the office and reading some documents

for ones who didn’t know yet I am working in BlueBridge a software company that is offer software solution to software consumers 🙂  silly isn’t it

window is opened at my left ear and the sound of some weddings reached my ears which made me think {$#@$%@#$%$@#$%#$%@#$%}  a lot of thoughts 🙂

however its nice to post on my blog

may be I can post something usefull about any thing 🙂 who knows all ideas are sleeping now and it doesn’t want to be awaken

but any way I am still thinking 🙂 who knows I may be converted into a real dumb thinker 😀