the two past days were so busy days
I almost got fainted
begining with visiting my freind Ahmed Gamal in military then going with Essam to pick up a powerfull PC for him with the less money we can, then goind to Dr. Sa7ar to fix and add some functionality to her music program.
the day after was friday
I spent with my mom and sister most of the time
I got 2 new suits for general purpose events grey, and black colors
Dr. Sa7ar gave me 500LE as another payment for my work in her program
I won’t tell you how am I feeling happy about those money
I earned much before but this amount of money is full of joy and happiness
I can’t describe the feeling from receiving a money from something you like to hear as music a music and made by programming which I love and to be able to make something from nothing.
I like researches
its about creating something you enjoy and others can use it
you can create a program to a big company oil company like I did before but you will lose your dignity trying to persuade people there how their assets is safe in your program.
but when you research, especially when you research in art, you feel your self, your honor, and your sensation.
its a matter of how can you live in life.
a lot of people are living but not all of them are enjoying.
and I want to have my experience in this life untill the end.
God created me to reach him
do you think you can reach him my reader without sacrificing a little
if you don’t want to sacrifice a little then you will be forced to sacrifice and to see and learn
so please try to open your eyes a little, God is always there but we (in our endless wisedom) lost him.
and have a nice day my reader whom I know for sure that he is me after some time.